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Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Day 39

I dare you to do some weeding.

And no I dont mean weeding the garden. I mean weeding of the bad in your life.
I am absolutely not pointing fingers at anyone here because I am extremely guilty of letting the bad weeds over stay their welcome.
I am completely aware of this. I know that I need to get rid of the people and things that are dragging me down. But for whatever reason. I cant.
I have an over active concience. Seriously. I feel guilty for everything. I cant call into work with  out a legitimate reason. I cant tell people that they are doing something wrong. I just cant. I am constantly trying to keep peace and it never seems to work.
I seriously need to weed out a LOT of things. Especially people. I know that sounds harsh but it is true. I trust people way to easily and I assume that when they say they will do something, that they actually will. But very rarely does any one actually follow through.
I am also very weary about promises. I refuse to promise something unless I know for a fact that I can keep it. But people like to promise me that they will do things and when it doesnt happen I am let down even more than I normally should be.
So my goal this year is to really evaluate the people in my life and if they actually deserve any of my time, because a lot of the people I devote time and energy to dont deserve even half of what I give them.

1 comment:

  1. Em, I really admire you for realizing this about yourself, and I hope that you can eliminate some of your lame ducks without feeling guilty about it. You're awesome and they don't deserve you!